Thank you for giving me two pairs of flippy floppies on 5.16.05, the Pig Pillow [you just had to put your signature didn't you? You'll never change, haha, just like the Hilfiger purse for the first month.] on my Graduation Day, 6.21.05, and phone calls since then wondering what I was doing, missing me, and telling me you love me. It really shows how much you care. I'm sorry you're hurting and that I'm not compromising with you. Aw toong ley mo yoon fun. It's too bad that after everything we had the last chance was really the last chance for you. But I'm happy now and I take back what I said before about me and you getting back together, I gave it some thought and yep, it's never going to happen. Mm ho joy dung aw. Thanks for the holidays Thanksgiving, Christmas, American + Chinese New Years, Valentine's Day, Int'l Shows, those days in New York and all those other times together throughout our other years together, happy and sad. !! Break your rules and really fall in love, maybe you guys might have a happy ending. And MAYBE, just maybe, you'll grow on to your new nickname, I know you hate it but, you might change your mind right? hardee har har. Oh yea, watch out, she breaks relationships,  ours and yours, maybe you're not the only one she's thinking about . What a eff*ing bitch right? Never happy with what they have? Sorry, I don't think I'm to see you 8.16.05, you asked me two months ago and I'm confirming my answer now. You threw away our 4 years, not me.  I'm glad it happened actually, it's given me a lot of space to finally breathe and see what I really deserve. Sorry for all the reminders of the past. I'm wondering if you're as hurt as I was?

[It's going to be a shock and frankly, I don't give a shit  what you feel and what happens. Lies and pain were expected, duhh you dumb bitch, that's how your fake shit started . The game was in my hands and you fell for everything.  I moved on. If I came back, you'd really be done for. You came into the relationship in bad terms and guess how it's going to end? Lies, lies, lies... how the hell do you sleep at night knowing what you did? Scheme... smart, but not smart enough.  Gawd I never knew anyone could be as sick as you. You showed me the true meaning of the phrase "The apple doesn't fall far from the tree." Your mom! There is so much deceit. I can see it now... "This is the story of me and your father, kids!" Hmm, I wonder what kind of fabricated crap you'd come up with? Welps, you have him all for yourself and what lies ahead. Pun intended! What goes around, comes around , thank goodness for that!]

//diana wu

the day of the betrayel..

First I was sad..
Then I said, "Fuck It" and oh yea, "Fuck You."

edit // 8.1.05, 4:07 PM

Hmm I'm busted for what?? I'm not the person who started all your lies. "How did I get this guy?" Yea, I'm sure it was from honest doings huh? Goodness, if all it did get around to people what really happened, I wouldn't look bad, unlike your ugly dumbass. You'd be embarrassed. You were the third wheel so, don't get your shit mixed up, hypocrite. Don't think you can even make me feel bad. You're stuck in a bad relationship, not me. Oh gawd, you are so blind, feeble-minded, selfish, and hella crazy. It's okay if you don't believe me, why should you? He's probably feeding you lies and that's cool, I did it too. I know more than you think but it's okay if you're a stubborn, stuck-up bitch. Moving in with someone in this situation doesn't mean jack shit. You, don't mean jack shit. You're just a back-up, that's all. I understand why you are like this, I'm not upset. It's the whole apple-tree thing. =)

Oh yea, keep on crying. I know you're being strong infront of everybody but inside you're breaking down. It's pretty funny, you did it all to yourself.
Love? Heh, whatever you have, I'm laughing at it!

You're right, I am smart. Because you know what's stupid? // Staying with someone that doesn't have feelings for you and treats you bad. In that, you are a fucking imbecile. What's your argument for your stupidity?

late at night and you're on my mind
i must confess, i feel so fine...

May 26-27, 2005

nevermind, we weren't the perfect team
close people don't lie to each other, not even in their dreams

well, i found out you've lied to me again
too many times, i don't even know when

it's probably not the lies you think they are
there's so many falses, you've gone way too far

i don't care anymore, i don't miss you
and the more i think about the lies, i despise you

that was your point, for me to hate
well now i do hate you, you pathetic ingrate

fine, in that, you win
but i won't give you another chance, chance to lie to me again

i'm not playing your games no more
if i was, there'd be a big ass war

you don't have an impact on me anymore
just stay together with your little whore

coniving bitches should stay together
even though you're faking your love for her

just another victim
your situation's so dumb

yea cuz she loves you
and she thinks you do too

too bad you're still playin
but i'm out and she's in

whatever, i've felt too much, i'm numb
now i know what our future's become

nothing, nothing is what there will be
nothing but lies i can guarantee

i hate you, maybe forever
i love all but hate you altogether

do whatever you want, i don't care
i'm thinking about me now, no time to spare

i know more than you realize
don't say sorry to me again, it's all lies

you meant to trick me in the first place
and if i see you again, i might punch you in the face

this relationship was all a fake
my biggest stupidity in life was to fall into your mistake

your love wasn't real
you tell me it's all true, that i don't know how you feel

but me and you was an act
just so you can take advantage, then attack

i know you're faking everyone how you truely feel
it's all lies, but i know what's honestly real

no more thinking of you, it's over
i'm going to find my true love, and stay with him forever

don't ever call me your wife again
and don't you dare EVER call me a friend

we are enemies from now on
no not enemies, no relationship, it's long gone

this is my last note
cuz with you i have no hope

don't ever contact me again
i'll hang up, count to ten

don't apologize and whine
just shut up and give me what's mine

don't regret what you did
you should've given thought in the first place and be candid

oh yea, i wish i never met you
and now, finally, i bid you adieu

you'll never grow up, these years were all lies

JOO JEE

Diana Wu

it's pretty hypocritical, the things you say
you mean one thing, but turn your back away

i won't take this, i won't have it
i've had it, i've had enough of your bullshit

this shit has ended
my heart is broken, there's no way it can be mended

i don't trust you
i feel sorry for the people that do

too bad for me? no, too bad for you
you've had it good, but now you're through

keep your life, you like it now
you see no problem, take a bow

you're blind, past the point of denial
and i've taken your number off my dial

no, we're not and ever was friends
i don't think i'll ever want to see you again

my life is changed
and you're estranged

i don't need you anymore
it's funny that i thought i did before

years spent, gone to waste
so many problems we had faced

but you threw away, threw everything in just one mistake
no more mistakes, i was blind too but now i'm awake

i take it back, take back my every and last kiss
this life of cold lies and betrayel, i will not miss

good luck to you in your next life
all fun and no strife

30 year promise will not come
no more waiting for a scum

break that promise, it's okay
you've broken many of them anyway

i wanted you to be my first, my last, my everything and you were
i wish i could change the past so none of this would occur

but you're you
and you gave me shit through and through

i can't count on you and that's sad
i gave you everything that i had

nothing will change in 8 years
nothing can make up for all these tears

you and i both know you're not worthy of me
i loved you and you loved me

but that still isn't enough to keep me and you as one
one of the reasons is: you did something unforgivable and can't be undone

yea, you have your own reasons, so fake and unbelieving
have you ever considered me in your decision making?

i know you haven't
damn, my time thinking of you is time not well spent

i am selfish, so are you
you make everything all about you

you're a fake, i already knew
don't act stupid, you have a clue

you know what you did was wrong to me
you did all purposely, i know you disagree

don't say i don't know what i'm talking about and that i don't understand
stand the f* up and for once Be A Man

you know your tricks and your thinking, HEY! so do i
why can't you be straight with people instead of play and lie?

wrong i am for loving a person as cold as you
but hurting a person like me, is something of you, i could not construe

you're walking in to another mistake
being cold to me, you're playing with hearts at a high stake

i've known from the start
but why do you have to mess with my heart?

you take every one as your enemy
even your lover and some of your family

you're pathetic and i couldn't get it
why i loved you in the first place and why you were worth it

love is blind
a lover is supposed to be kind

but as a lover you sucked, i guess
you left, and left a mess

you can't change what you did, you'll feel sorry
you feel sorry now, but it's too late for you to finally see

all you've done are wrong
everything we had is now gone

i tried to make things better, i tried hard
and now because of you my heart is scarred

you wanted this, you wanted to make an impact
that's your purpose, i'm just your prey, a sex act

i'm not your ex lover
i'm just one of your victims, you conceiver

you don't care that i'm saying this to you
it means nothing because you know it's true

this is for you
you know who

take it deep inside of your heart
and when you do, i hope it breaks, i hope it breaks apart

never mind that, i love all and i mean well
all i can say to you is farewell

as for me
all is done and i'm finally free

beers and cheers, to you

another fun weekend coming right up =). i'm lovin it!

YOU'RE BORING! *point*  haha jkk

gawd i hate effing fakers. you either ARE or NOT! CHOOSE!
dumbasses!

shop till you drop =)

One thing in life that's sure is CHANGE.

soo.....

so, how 'bout it ey?

can't wait to see your cutie butt face!! I HATE YOU !!

planning the best BBQ EVER! wanna go there? or the after partay? =DD?? totally kidding about the last part. unless you want me to kick your ass! gonna get MAJOR FOODEE~ remember gimme a menu list thingers. yannoe why? cuz baby! i'm Martha Stewart, but CLER. tell me, WHO'S GOING?!

gonna have 2 bbq's. =D!! yikes~ i can't stand the EXCITEMENT!!